emannequin

2010-08-14T06:48:00.001-07:00

Moving to tumblr for the time being, since I'm 24/7 on my IPhone. It'll be more convinient. But don't worry, will be back here updating xxx

http://www.emannequin.tumblr.com/

2010-08-07T00:05:00.000-07:00

HELLO. hahaha.

okay i'm really happy and high today though i'm sick like crazyyyy LOL 38.9 :( still, i'm very happy. i've not been blogging for a while, been busy! anyways sec3 camp was the bombxz~ had a blast and won best camper 3EA. movingg on, i can proudly say that i'm gonna let you go completely now! FOR GOOD. i tried all i could for you to change but unfortunately/fortunately you couldn't. well hon, it's for the best i guess? i've got tonssss of pictures to upload but very sadly, my comp is being a bitch so i shall do it another day. i've had a BLAZT these few days with my friends. can't wait for the upcoming days and i hope with fingers crossed that i'll get better by then.

till then, ...

PS/ there's just this awesome feeling when you fall out of love.

2010-07-25T06:21:00.000-07:00

CRAZYYY DAYY! I had fun, all my galss did hee :) This week is gonna be crazzyyy too. EXCITED! i'm dead tired. I should just watch vampire diaries and get to bed. Btw I'm starting to like pink. I mean like almost everything in my room is red/pink. How can I not like PINK? AND AND RED IS MY ULTIMATE FAV COLOUR, that is, after blackkkk. Indian classical dance is so excitinggg.

" I knew everything will be back to normal again. But maybe I don't want a repeat anymore? sigh "

2010-07-24T08:08:00.000-07:00

Wazzup'

Haha okay so shall I entertain you guys with a long post today or just make it short n' simple? LOL I'm asking as if I'll get a reply... Well I'm really tired today so let's make this quick. haha. I had an awesome blazt today and also for tmrw I hope. And I'm having second thoughts about classical. Maybe it ain't my thing anymore? Idk. Lastly, I have to buck up and work even harder this time round- CHARACTER WISE. I havee to know what I should do.

"You can't break me cause I'm stronger than you think I am"

2010-07-21T06:51:00.000-07:00

Racial Harmony Day was great with awesome friends!

& sometimes, I wonder if I should just let go

2010-07-17T23:34:00.000-07:00

Okay I should stop laughing at myself now-.- Anyways why must this fantastic day come!?! LOOK AT THE GOD DAMNED DATE FML but whatever, I promised myself that I wouldn't let it affect me and I guess I wouldn't anymore. One thing that really hurt me was that I seriously don't know how bad I had been to you, that my number got deleted and then when I said it was me, I got ignored. HMPH yeah I know you always thought it was all my fault and that I need a character boost. Well nevermind, still god bless you sweetheart cos without you i'd never truly known myself. 1year3months- was, is, always will be♥

2010-07-13T06:53:00.000-07:00

Today was a disastrous day, in any way possible. Never felt any more dead. K night now, hoping for a more enthusiastic day tomorro.

2010-07-12T05:56:00.001-07:00

Hello world *SMILES EXTREMELY WIDELY*

Haha okay, so I just wanna say a few things and then you guys can go do you own thang. Firstly, this few days made me think hard on who and what I should be. I guess holding the attitude may seem cool for a while but then again it won't bring you far. Although I've always lived on the motto "I don't owe any fucking soul a living" but then thinking deeper, I actually do and not to only one person but to quite a few which at times, torments me but then again these are the people, the main reason why I'm here(: So, throwing away all my ego and arragonce, I'm actually glad I have them.

Okay that was pretty... hmm. emotional but hey! Who said I ain't emotional?! Like every being, I've got a heart okay. Well moving on, secondly, I guess I'm too young to fully understand and interpret the meaning of L.O.V.E cause as they say you need commitment in love but from experience, I HATE commitments and I tend to run far away from them. Probably, I'm not that matured but then again, maybe, it's the way I am? Maybe this way, I'm like my dad. But still some relationships run after me and that's what I need... Someone to run after me when I run away and that special person has yet to come so oh-well, I'm still standing strong to have no relationship entanglements. I want the best and I can definitely wait till I meet the best (:

Woah, that sure was long okay whatever, thirdly, school is such a hassle. Wonder which asshole made school. I've got tons of work to do and adding on, I didn't go school today. AGAIN! I was sick okay still am. Dunno how I'm gonna finish my work by tmr. Whatever, I wanna sleep so tired again.

Okay bye everybody. This sure was long. Go do your own thang now.

2010-07-10T00:03:00.000-07:00

Last night's dream was a painful one. Got me all thinking about everything again. I seriously don't know why I have to recall everything in my dreams. Thinking of you while wanting to forget everything is surely difficult. But I guess I have to stick to the decision I've made. I'm happy now I think and I'm contended :)

Yesterday was a major hit!
School > Tiong Bahru with girlss > Girlss came over to give my mother a surprise > Surprise at KTV for mother with friends and family

OK BYE

2010-07-06T01:59:00.000-07:00

Deleted every single post, guess I really do wanna start from scratch. I guess it's about time- this goes for every thing in my life. It's been hard watching myself succeed and fall again and the cycle continues but this is life and it makes me stronger so I'm glad. But there's one cycle in my life i HAVE to end this time. If I don't, I'll never move on and so will the other person. We're ought to go our own ways since the beginning I always knew but still, I was a bitch and made us cling on to each other. Well now I'm being fair and I guess I want better. Okay if you are confused, too bad... You're not really suppose to get what I mean.

Anyways school had been pretty okay but I still hate school. Period. No one can change that- EVER! GTG CIAO